Surrender

Автор: Анастасия Черноталова


I never wanted to dive in this dark and heavy feeling.

I know what it feels like and how it hardly lets go.

With it comes confusion and endless search of meaning.

I want to steal away from here, I am my biggest foe.



I should remember - nothing lasts if it isn't nurtured.

I shouldn't feel lost, unprotected and afraid.

It's peace that I am searching for, not torture.

So I surrended to this feeling, and it faded away.



It feels so good, it is just incredibly liberating.

It feels like I have died and resurrected myself.

What I have learned is if I will keep equating

My emotions and my real self, I'll live in hell.